But things are so complicated and tangled together - I can't seem to seperate them out, I don't know how to untangle things - Haruki Murukami

Sunday, 24 February 2013

Draw a Line

I started this blog as part of my process on my fine art degree.

That was some time ago now and much has passed since then.

Things are no longer what they were and I am no longer who I was.

It is time to draw a line.

And so with fondness I say goodbye to this blog, to 'my other life' and move on to pastures new.

Tuesday, 5 February 2013

New work

It has been some time.

I have been walking and feeling and experiencing the world around me.

My experiences have become my drawings.












And now I can move on.

Wednesday, 15 August 2012

Bound Exhibition

I mentioned in my previous post that I had submitted some work for an exhibition.
The exhibition is the Artists Book Collective and is entitled 'Bound'.

The link is here to see works and buy...
  http://abcarchive.blogspot.co.uk/2012/08/bound_8.html 
and more here....
https://www.facebook.com/artistbookcollective
http://www.flickr.com/groups/artistbookcollective/

https://twitter.com/ArtistBookColl

The curator - Louise Atkinson - has worked really hard for this and I'm very excited to be a part of it.



Thursday, 2 August 2012

holidays

It is the holidays.
I am overcome with lethargy 
well as much as I am allowed with two children and a dog!
My days are spent walking the dog, reading, occasional trips.

Some exhibitions I've seen

Sarah Lucas - Ordinary Things


not sure I feel the same as the art critic - tights and kapok, would anyone else get such a positive review?
http://www.guardian.co.uk/artanddesign/gallery/2012/jul/18/sarah-lucas-ordinary-things-in-pictures#/?picture=393257789&index=9

Joan Miro





http://www.ysp.co.uk/ysp-media/press-releases/joan-mir%C3%B3-first-uk-exhibition-of-sculpture

interesting concept of using ordinary things put together to make formal sculpture. I'm glad I've seen them but they didn't blow me away. Anish Kapoor is also at YSP so need to go back.

As for me


Trees - I became interested in the light through the trees


So, I had a go. I'm still wondering about the greens....

On a non-tree subject, some time ago I submitted a proposal for an Artists Book Exhibition on the subject of 'Bound'.

I was accepted and this week submitted my work.



It's based on my investigations into line and thread - the Ta'o are a tribe of people who communicated through knots in thread, telling their own stories. I thought to bind a book in such a thread - a story within a story - would be interesting......


So, the children leave for two weeks soon and I will do some more drawing

Monday, 9 July 2012

Trees

Its been quite a while.
Things got overwhelming. I don't need to go into it. Art stopped.
Slowly it's coming back.
The trees in my garden helped



At the bottom of my garden is a graveyard.
In the graveyard are two beautiful trees.
I watch the seasons pass, the life within, and they comfort me.

So I drew the trees. And I sewed the trees



And the bark began to fascinate me, knarly, skin, protection, mask


So I drew the bark




And I drew some more



This guy joined my family



And today the tree looks like this



Time passes.

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

new work

I've been experimenting with paint, painting, expression, abstraction, emotion.

I've found a way to link my text and my art.

Some images for now



Sunday, 26 February 2012

Onward!

It has been a while since I last posted. Simply put I haven't had much energy for it. I realised how much I had been through in the last couple of years and I've had some difficulty with some of it is all I need to say. I still am. Its a wave that I ride. I heard today a saying...'.life is like a wave - if you stand still in front of it it will knock you down but if you dive in and swim through you will come out the other side.....' I also heard another ....' the past is not something that can be wished for but as the present is built upon it gradually fades away' .....I went to see 'The Exotic Marigold Hotel' today and it was full of such sayings. Lovely. There was only me and 5 old women in the cinema! they were complaining it was too loud. The film is full of the brilliance of the best of british acting (Bill Nighy being a particular favourite!)

So I have been stuck right up me own arse  (very smelly!) but I have also been out and about. I've been to a few exhibitions - an interesting one in Hebden Bridge 'He calls himself Margaret' by Michelle Howart Rashman - a collection of fabric sculptures made up of layers of material depicting women - a clever observation of real life - women, grotesque at first sight, but who are clearly living feeling people which becomes very moving as you remain in their presence. Have a look at the review here... http://www.independent.co.uk/arts-entertainment/art/features/picture-preview-he-calls-himself-margaret-6259833.html



I've also been to see Claire Woods at the Hepworth - she paints large scale abstracts of landscapes - it was visually impressive but I didn't get as much out of it as some other people I know. And before Christmas I went to the Baltic to look at the Turner Prize nominees. Its the first time I have seen such an exhibition - we were shepherded around it, unable to go back and spend time. I was interested in Martin Boyce as he uses text and sculpture and I wasn't disappointed. I felt at home in his gallery. To be honest I thought the paintings would win because of the amount of interest in them but they didn't. I'm glad. I felt they weren't honest about themselves. And they were very sad. A rainy day became a George Shaw day. I had a bet with my companion and I won but sadly I never received my winnings.
I also took a look at  the Northern Prize nominees - this year I felt they were very interesting. I loved the winning contribution - a clever idea I wish I'd done! Easy - taking photos and all the photos were of my home town so it was a joy to sit and watch (for me!) I also loved the emotional work of Liadin Cooke  - the use of materials to express emotion resonated deeply within me but the NAP is quite predicatable and she didn't win.

So busy out and about and busy making. I'm taking part in the Leeds Artists Book Fair again this year and seeing as I don't have the stress of completing dissertations, making final pieces and moving house this year I threw myself into making some books.

I have made a range - a few blank, faux leather wrap round books and some blank, concertina books with my own collage design on the front. I have also made some 'zine's - small paper books on a subject of interest - I've made a series of four books on line (the subject of my work) plus I have also made a couple of small zines using words (another favourite of mine) - these words have significant meaning to me but are presented in a way I hope makes them of interest to other - I guess I'll find out at the fair! I have also made cards and original drawings based on my line drawings. I've enjoyed being creative again and getting back out there.








I have also submitted a proposal to a gallery which unfortunately wasn't successful but I received some very positive feedback which has been encouraging. I am also submitting other work....will have to see eh?!

So - I will try to keep up my entries. It has been nice to write this, to focus elsewhere, I'll be honest, because I can't be anything else, I'm dealing with a lot of loss right now, learning about myself and trying to figure out my place in the world, trying to be grateful but very, very tired.
Much love.